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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Tennessee Williams

There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.

Leaving may not be bad thing for me, i think it's better for you too. I know you mentioned time and time again, i'm important, i understand that. But i don't feel a need for me to be here. I dont want to make it a daily chore for you to talk to me or trying to make me feel better. I know I made you feel down though i always hope i didn't but sorry. Sorry for making you pissed/sad over and over again, sorry for not making feel any better when you're down. Sorry. For not doing what i should. Sorry. For doing what i shouldn't. Hurt, pain, misery are the few main things i can bring to your life. I hope you understand i don't mean it. I promise it won't happen again, i'll try my best. That's why i am trying to make a decision, whether is it time. Though there is no certain place. I may be lost for awhile but it's okay. It's okay as long you'd be better. I don't want you to feel obliged, like what you said, " i don't want to do things cause i need to, i want to do things cause i want to.". Sometimes I am really paranoid, but it really helps me alot, to think better, to prepare for the worst and most importantly make you feel better. Leaving gives you freedom, less obligations, less pressure. and maybe one more dose of happiness, i hope. Sorry i had to lie, lie that i will be okay. But i wish i will be okay too. I'd be fine. You should be too. Life is always full of ups and downs, i know you have a lot of problems to face yourself, i really shouldnt add on to it. Really, I'm sorry. But thank you, for everything you done. And sorry, like what i said, for doing what i shouldn't and not doing what i should. I hope you will live on stronger, happier. Maybe someone can do it better than i can. I'm sure you can find one somewhere.

I really don't wish to stop right here. It's like a internal conflict in me. I will try, to solve it asap. but for now, i hope you really understand that i just want you to be happier. There's no need to be with me. So yeah, live strong and happy. Promise?

:'(

Washington Irving

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

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ANKLE BREAKS!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

YO, finally a post to revive my blog again, since my parents are not at singapore now, i can use my com till i shuang le! haha.

today, i went back to cckps, to play bball of coz! haha. mr ong said i look taller! oh yes! haha. shall post some pictures..

here are the pictures of this year's DUNK CONTEST organised by CCKPS, this year there are a total of 4 participants, but only 3 participants' photo are taken as the other participant took very long to score the dunk. haha.

Here is the participant daniel chia guo jun from kranji sec with a single hand power dunk! 45 points!

Now he attempts a reverse power jam! Base on his expression, u can know how much power he used! 50 points!

Now it was my turn, and i took a great leap and flew from the free throw line while doin the under leg windmill and make a double hand! obviously there was no way to take a picture of me jumpin and dunkin at the same time so we could only take the picture of me dunkin! GAY DUNK, 100 points!

Then it was jia shun's turn to show us his moves, he stood below the rim and jumped with little strength and dunk it with both hands! as he did it leng lengly thus we gave him a 43 points!

then it was his second dunk, i gave it a name "smile at the camera" dunk! from the picture we can see although the ball nvr went in but he was smilin at the camera! AMAZING, and this dunk was taught by daniel chia but jia shun show us how we should do it! SUPERB 50 POINTS!

and the final results is daniel chia with 95 points! jia shun with 93 points! then me with 100 points! and thus the CHAMPION this year is HOO CHEE HOW frm RVHS! and the prize for winner is a NOTHING! thx for watching the highlights of this year's DUNK CONTEST! and we will see you all nxt year! =]

ANKLE BREAKS!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

JOKE OF THE POST! haha.

once 3(american, chinese and jap) man were caught by a african tribe, then the africans wanted to eat them up but if the length of the 3 men's BIRD is longer than 20 cm, they will be let go. the american's BIRD was measured, 10 cm! then chinese is measured, 8 cm! then they thought they will sure be safe and goin home, and in the end the jap is measured, 2cm! haha, then when they are on their way home, the jap said "u all were lucky, coz i erected jus now." =]

ANKLE BREAKS!

Friday, January 18, 2008

zzz, first match against westwood, lost 41-37. i actually first team one, the match was in tense, then at the 2nd minute, someone bang into my knee and caused me to warm the bench for the rest of the match! I ONLY PLAY 2 EFFIN MINS! THATS PATHETIC! wads more, i got a sprained back and a stupid knee pain! i HATE TODAY! this sux, seein the team play today makes me wan go up lah! but coach did not lemme play zzz, go back sch train somemore lah! tmr stil haf flagday, dunno can make it or not lah, zzz WHY INJURED AT THIS TIME?!?!?!?! nvm shall recover as soon as possible and prepare for nxt match on tues agnst westspring, JIAYOU TEAM! shall nt gif up coz of one lost!

today was a rather bad day to our sch coz got 4 ccas participated in comp but think only netball cdiv won, zzz! bball sux lah, got so many pro schs, rv netball like no kick lah! and i srsly dun hope that there wuun be rv bball at year 5 and 6 coz without bball, i will kick ppl's asses, especially those who exclude bball in cca list! ok lah, very tired today le so nth much liao, BB PPL see you nxt time!

ANKLE BREAKS!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

woo! time to revive my blog! WITH TAGBOARD AND MY INTERESTIN POSTS! haha! fyi, season comin le so maybe very busy and sec 3 life sux man! hmk here hmk there, AHH!!! haha. well got in new class 3G, aka the type of phone that can be use to video call! haha! not bad lah this class, except that durin physics lesson dam stress, haha, got yithong, nicky and jb in this class!!! woots, can go at 10.30 on fri leh, so shuang, firs match with west wood, team time to get ready and do our best! it doesn't matter if bball team is gonna get disbanded at year 5 and 6 but we shall do our best and prove it that we can get results! we mus JIAYOU!

this few weeks was pretty busy, everyday trng and self trng, nth much lah, sian, tmr got self trng agn, leg got dam lots of blisters and fell twice durin last trng lah! zzz... nth much bout mylife loh, im a borin guy loh and i think hoh, some ppl very despo hoh, i haven post then she tag le HAHA! jus kiddin, and force me to revive my blog too zzz.. haa nth much le so long ppl! =]

ANKLE BREAKS!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

SIAN, ytd's match sux totally man! we need not even score a single point for the second half lah! its like so wth can! everybdy form not good, especially zi lie, but tried our best le, maybe we jus sux? i score the last ball of team somemore! so tyco! i dun wish to talk bout it anymore le lah! jus make me feel i sux more and more...

today trng was quite hiong in the first place, do the 1 on 1 thing, i OWNED you xiang totally! haha yx call me dun chiong coz very tired, then i slow down, coach scold me! ARRG! i was like wa lao u hai me! haha. then gradually trng gets slacker then after finish doin the 1 on 1 thing, when coach was talkin, i felt a pain at my palm then i see, GOT BLOOD! haha then started to get very pain! haha, its like a scratch but like a hole! then i tell coach, he was like only little blood? i was like du diao with his reaction! haha, then gym was ok, coz i nvr do anything! hand too pain to hold anything le lah, so might as well dun do, when i tell ms law she was like need bandage? no like coach, fu yan wo! haha.

then after gym went leslie hse to take some gao zhi and jj's cookie then went to ccab for netballer's match, jus to tell u all, u all did not bad le lah! no need to worry k! maybe we came too late then not enough supporters then u all cant fa1 hui1, HAHA! jus kiddin! JIAYOU for u all de nxt match with CHIJ, OWN them k! haha, we bball also mus JIAYOU for thurs match agnst JUYING, we will try our best although odds are on us! POWER RV BBALL!

ANKLE BREAKS!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

hais, trg sucks totally today! coz it was so bloody tough that everybody wanted to die liao! believe me i wanted to go up punch him lah! so tiring lah, run and run and run, we tried our best alr! leslie was considered quite fast after all the stuff, then he kept sayin he was slow! but nvm lah, shouldn't blame him, coz he wan us to do well too, he got pressure too. haha.

after trg today, went to queenstown mrt there de food court eat the noodles agn! haha ate ban mian agn coz i dunno wad to eat, haha, i think i ate a lot, nicky keep givin me the wow look when i say i wanna go buy other stuff to eat, haha maybe trng was too tough that i needa eat more, i ate one bowl of ban mian, one butterfly(the one that is sold with you tiao) and one popiah! haha dun think it is alot leh! seems too little haha! then went to leslie's hse to get shirt for jj then jj, leslie, yithong took train to pasir ris(back to their chalet) while nicky went home by train, then me had to take mrt alone, sian! haha nth much to do, then i played phone games randomly, jus let it scroll down then when stp, reach wad game then played loh, stupid right! haha, then now at home, alone agn! nth much le needa go bathe le bye ppl! I LOVE 2H07toHANDLE! <33

ANKLE BREAKS!